Nothing Is Trivial...

Fri, 04 May 2007 03:13:41 GMT

blah

Thu, 05 Apr 2007 21:50:02 GMT

Tina and Charlie are the only ones who write anymore. I love them.

Thu, 12 Oct 2006 04:25:12 GMT

I want to be happy.

Wed, 30 Aug 2006 20:48:18 GMT

so i went to hardees, got a large soda and a medium curly fry. The fry should have been a large, and the "large" cup my soda came in is bigger than my freaking head. Yeah, and people wonder why Americans are so fat. I didn't finish either of them, I got sick first.

Tue, 29 Aug 2006 00:08:28 GMT

I am bitter.

Fri, 18 Aug 2006 04:25:31 GMT

Last night was fun fun fun! I miss seeing you guys so much! I love you all, have fun and be safe at school, keep in touch.

*hugs and kisses all around*
<3 xxx

Wed, 02 Aug 2006 23:18:37 GMT

Okay, got a roomate, apartment, couch and loveseat, and a bed. Now I just need a computer, thanks for looking out and helping me everyone, my friends really are the best. I love you guys. <3 xxx

seriously

Mon, 31 Jul 2006 05:35:28 GMT

Does anyone know of any low income places I can apply to live at? or even anyone who needs a roomate? I also need a computer, couch, and a bed for cheap if anyone could keep an eye out and let me know. Thanks so much.

Tue, 18 Jul 2006 21:13:49 GMT

Hey strangers, for all you who don't know, I'm still alive. I also need a place to live, and a day job. Hook me up.
later lovelies
<3 xxx

gives everyone the sad puppy eyes :oP

Wed, 05 Apr 2006 16:45:07 GMT

I know I'm never here, but I need some help. Last night I was in a car accident. The bitch totalled my car, and I can't refund my ticket to England to buy a new one, I have no way to work. If anyone can hook me up, please let me know. I don't have a penny to my name at the moment, But I can pay you when the insurance comes through. Not sure how much it'll be though. Either way, if I don't get a car fast, I'll lose my job. and then I won't have anything. Please Help!

I'm only suffering seatbelt injuries btw... I should be fine in a few weeks. No big.

<3
xxx

Tue, 06 Sep 2005 17:51:07 GMT

jeremy once asked me how long we all plan to keep our live jouranls going, until we go to college, get our own home? well. this is how long i have kept mine and now I am finished. I'm not even coming in to read any others. I don't like it here. i love many of you, and you know who you are. bye now. <3

I hold my head high, and smile.

Sun, 04 Sep 2005 00:59:11 GMT

so... I talked to the lovely Miss Rachel for a bit yesterday. It was really nice. I haven't talked to anyone else lately. I've been really happy these past couple of weeks, and it's not going to end anytime soon, at least I certainly hope not. I got my job at the blackberry farm, with gas prices as they are it may take me a few extra weeks to get enough money, but believe me when I say I am going. Where you ask? Wouldn't you like to know... I've dropped hints. And when I get back I'm getting my own place. Things are looking up for me and I really hope they stay that way. I don't go out much anymore, it's really nice. I don't have new great funny party stories to tell every week and I'm ok with that too. As much fun as I had with all you guys I'm going just as well now. Not having so many friends lets me concentrate on me and what I need to do for myself to succeed and get on my own two feet. I'm sick a lot lately though... I should start going back to the acupuncturist. I know it's because I don't eat enough and I sit in front of this dern computer all day... but honestly I wouldn't like to be anywhere else (except for where I'm going, but for now this is as close as I can get).

latest discoveries:
I've turned into somewhat of a bitch, it's raised my self-confidence level, and I love it.
I mean it when I say I don't give a shit if you don't like me.
When I'm really happy I glow, and when I glow, I'm really quite pretty.

random facts:
I fucking love to paint.
Sami is a doll, and goose is love, Nadav missed out this morning and he'll get a treat for it later.
I like hiphop

Tue, 30 Aug 2005 14:18:37 GMT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEREMY!!!! (and Keith too).

Sun, 28 Aug 2005 18:02:31 GMT

I hate:
charter communications
bugs in my tub
asshole cops
stick shifts
heartbreak
and last but not least,
meanies!

that's all. have a good day.

Fri, 26 Aug 2005 21:55:22 GMT

I am very happy lately ♥

Tue, 23 Aug 2005 16:59:01 GMT

I went to the dentist today, and when I stepped outside the office, I did not cry... not one little tear. Now there's a first. that's all.
♥

Tue, 23 Aug 2005 01:11:28 GMT

Matthew- I am sorry we haven't gotten a chance to talk. I am stopping by your house early in the morning to chat before i have to go to my dentist appointment. I'll probably be there about 8:40... if you're awake cool... if not...I'm knocking on the window and you're gonna have to wake up for me, please and thanks.

Jeremy-I thought it was friday and saturday that you were at your dad's... I know better now and the next time Miley and I are wandering around we'll know where to wander too.

Stacy, Leah, and Rachel- I miss you ladies very much and wish to hang out soon.

Anywho... I'm babysitting right now... for children that are not mine. I thought I was gonnna get paid, and was really excited cause i want a freaking webcam, and i'm 30 bucks short... found out I'm doing this as a favor... great. I had a bit of fun though, they are good kids. I need a job... I'm going tomorrow night to pick up some applications. I think that's about all... oh yeah, and I'mrunningawaytoEngland. lol.

<3 ashley lynn

Fri, 19 Aug 2005 16:30:22 GMT

yeah... so, I'm in an amazing mood... and everyone can kiss my ass if they don't like, me... becuase i know that 90% of you don't... chances are I don't like you either! I'm just too nice of a person to be a bitch about it. Byes!!!

♥

Thu, 18 Aug 2005 04:36:47 GMT

I can't sleep... I am supposed to take Masen to school tomorrow and visit everyone, but I am scared of my car... I can't drive it well, and I'm too scared to take it out anywhere where there's lots of traffic... I'm terrified that I am going to stall in the middle of an intersection and someone is gonna hit me. Damn clutch... I'm sad now. I don't have gas to be practicing in the neighborhood all the time, I have just enough to get to school and back tomorrow, and when I start my job, I don't know what I am going to do... I have zero dollars... honestly all I've got is a fucking dime I found on the floor. :o/

So... who thinks my dad should buy me an automatic with his settlement money? I DO! He got a motorcycle, and mom got a trailblazer... I think I should definitely get an automatic. Damn... wish me luck you guys.

I love you...

ashley lynn

Sun, 14 Aug 2005 23:42:55 GMT

So, right now I need a real change in my life... I'm not very good with handling things and I hurt lots of people. I am guilty guilty guilty. I think when I get home I am going to concentrate on fixing myself up, or I'll always be a crappy friend, and an all around unhappy person. I'm really sorry to anyone I have hurt, or offended, I know there are several of you out there. I just want to let you all know that I truly am sorry and I do love you all.

♥ ashley lynn

Sat, 13 Aug 2005 04:33:13 GMT

I am coming home, and I am staying there.
the end.

Wed, 10 Aug 2005 19:55:14 GMT

I suppose that Stacy and I are in the same boat. becuase I do not want to come home. I have made many friends here and am feeling so much better about life in general. I want to stay here so bad... but I would need 175 dollars to make the trip back. If I do come home and stay home I won't even have money for a weeks worth of gas to get to work and back. I don't figure I'm getting that money from Stacy so I don't really know what else to do. I'm so screwed right now and I am really sad. I wish I had a big fat money tree growing in my back yard right now... it would be so much easier.

I know I said I wouldn't write here anymore... but I thought that maybe one or two of you might actually care to know what was going on with me, and know that once I do make enough money to come back here I am going to.

bye.

Thu, 04 Aug 2005 00:13:39 GMT

How evil are you?

Mon, 01 Aug 2005 22:11:27 GMT

i'm a total bitch and i can't stop crying, i wanted soo bad to come home, but now i'm just not sure. when i do get there i don't think i will be seeing much of anyone anymore... i'm gonna try and get two jobs to keep myself dependant on me only and to occupy my time. i'm pretty sure this is my last lj entry too. bye you guys.

Sun, 31 Jul 2005 08:14:53 GMT

I got a tattoo today... I copied Rachel, but I don't really know how similar they are cause i didn't remember if she had one or two stars and where they were placed on here chest.
but mine is a black and pink nautical star imbetween and just under my boobs... it looks really good.
I'm sorry i copied you rachel, but it's just so cute, i couldn't help it. i hope they aren't too alike, i'll feel really bad.

it took me 30 min to convince myself that i really wanted it... i wasn't worried about it hurting, i was worried about not liking it aftarwards... but it looks hot. I cried though... while blunt (yeah that's his name) was doing the outline... the rest i was ok. everyone in the parlor saw my boobies (I was just holding them with my hands... not sufficient coverage) and i actually wasn't that worried about it... i'm never going to see those people again right? and i made such a scene deciding if i was gonna get it everyone was in the bathroom incouraging me... it was funny. but everyone was really nice, and they gave me the lotion for free. :o)

anywho... I'm tired of driving with mom, she just keeps saying "SLOW, ASHLEY SLOW!!!" so then i spend all my time looking at the damned speedometer instead of the road and almost run lights and stop signs... i just can't concentrate with her in the car. I may be here for the rest of the month if i don't get this shit right, and i DONT want to be here that long... i don't want to be here now.

anywho... that's all i suppose... love you guys and miss you bunches!
♥ ashley lynn

Nothing Is Trivial...

seriously

*gives everyone the sad puppy eyes* :oP

I hold my head high, and smile.

gives everyone the sad puppy eyes :oP